Wednesday, March 16, 2005
experiments....
doing an experiment...lets see if it works.. quite interesting in fact.. anyway, i was just thinking during these few days..cause it's the holidays, finally i can wake up late and therefore i slp late too.. oh and i wastched csi:miami at 2am.. haha i slept at 1230 and got my younger brother to wake me at 2..but i quite regret it aft cause it was so violent..no wonder it's at 2am.. oh well..
and yes..back to the thinking part..these 3 mths has really been smthg.. going to jc, being in a co-ed sch, seeing how the hormones react to the changes, being pissed at certain pple, tolerating them, i've learnt a lot i wld say.. and seeing pple change aft the hols, both in sch and arnd me.. pple move on i guess.. just as the world goes on and never waits for what's left behind, so wld the things and pple arnd you.. it's quite sad at times when i think of it.. but well, you've just got to move on too.. that's how you get on in life.. i do miss the times i had during the hols..
i've got to admit.. during abition, i was so on fire for GOd.. i had the passion in me.. but once jc started, i knew i'd get swept away by the changes and i did.. it is really sad when i think of it.. what's our purpose in life? to evangelise, was i a good example? iknow i was really struggling, not to judge pple, to accept each other just as CHrist accepted me.. i think i have learnt.. what matt said on sat really spoke to me.. 'i can't love them. but i can show them GOd's love.' i was like wow.. ok.. i'll try to do just that.. with GOd's help, it's all possible.. but you pple can pray for me.. :) haha..
but anyway, this blog is seriously going going gone..!! but well, it's like sort of private now.so i'll say whatever i want cause ther's no particular audience to speak to.. i'll just blab whatever i feel like..
guys and girls.. one of the many diff b/w us? is that guys are more independant compared to us.. guys can survive on their own, girls can't..they need friends.. that's what i realised and observed..guess that's why we go to toilets in twos..haha..but really, anyway, blessed is he who has someone to pick him up when he falls.. is there a verse in the bible that goes like that? i thought i read it somewhere before but i cldn't find.. but this is like a rhetorical qn.. haha.. i'm asking myself.. but i can't ans it.. this is fun man.. tsktsk..
the hols will be over soon in a few days time.. what have i acheived? haha don't know.. talking to my friends onthe phone alot? no it's going for that dodo drama dance practices.. mon weds fri. for 3 hrs..arghh.. it's fun but it takes up too muchof my time.. unhealthy..that's what one of my friend said.. and i have been failing 2 out of 3 tests so far.. bio and chem.. arghh..#$%!&#?.. and my chem tcher can't teach for nuts.. oh well.. whatever..
the wheels of the bus goes round and round
clarice [2:04 PM]
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