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Friday, March 04, 2005
i walk this empty road..
what's next? aft getting your o'level results? where do we go from here? sometimes it's really so diff to think abt the path that we shld choose.. mean like one min you'd want this.. then aft thinking again, you'd be like no.. i want the other one..
i'd say i'm like that at times and it gets really on my nerves aft awhile..i'm still not very sure if i shld stay on in drama dance[d.d].. cause besides that, where else or what else can i do or join? d.d's really taxing and tiring.. i don't think i'd want my whole jc life to be reaching home at 11 plus in the night..i think it's insane to be doing that.. i really want to get into students council.. mummy said to tell GOd my desires..but what if GOd doesn't want me to be in stu. coun.? i was quite troubled by this fact.. but aft awhile, i was like... why am i burdening myself with unnecessary things? it's too trivial to be bothered.. this isn't what i shld do.. trust GOd in everything.. have faith in hiM.. bring everything to GOd and hE will give you peace and rest..
peace and rest... it's super impt to have these two things.. otherwise slowly slowly, it'll start to tire you out and consume you... it's like a drop of dye in a pail of water.. it may start out small.. but it spreads and slwoly, the whole bucket will be coloured.. the colour may not be obvious but nontheless it is still there.. same goes to worries and other stuff.. if we allow it to be there. it'll spread throughout and consume you slowly..
the start of jc was almost like that for me i'd say.. a whole new environment... pple.. hanging out with the right kind of crowd and having christian friends are very impt... really.. 'woe is the man who doesn't have someone to pick him up'...a verse in proverbs goes somewhat like that.. they really encourage you on and help pick you up when you've fallen.. at the same time, be sensitive to the pple arnd you and you may realise alot of things.. i spoke to my friend in my class.. she was also somewhat like me..she isn't a christian.. but she was feeling at ease in my class too.. i don't usually talk to her.. but that day, we found so many things in common.. and i was sort of able to help her and she too...
but htere was one thing that bugged me super.. she isn't a christian.. but what she said was so much like what a christain wld.. her thinkings.. she said that she felt she shldn't judge pple and give them a chance.. i don't know.. but sometimes, even non-christians behave better than we christians do.. i tell you.. majority of the pple in the so called cool gp, they're christians.. and i really wonder why they behave like that.. ask yourselves pple.. are we sometimes behaving like something we're not suppose to? are we living a life worthy of GOd? will hE be proud of us?
the wheels if the bus goes round and round
clarice [2:31 PM]
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