Wednesday, March 30, 2005
people
sometimes i really wonder what makes a person who they are.. what affects them the way they behave arnd diff. kinds of pple.. i mean like seriously? why can't they just behave normally? like this girl, with another she like acts a little cute like trying to get on her gd side? and with me and my other friend, she's serious..as in we talk serious and she doesn't...... yeah.. people.. behavior patterns..
but there's this thing that i've finally learnt.. GOd really loves me so much.. like whoa.. and hE has already accpeted me.. i've got the ultimate acceptance already.. so why look for more else where? i've finally learnt to overlook this cool gang thing here and i'll just appreciate what i've got.. the really nice ones in my class... that'll get me by.. but the thing is that the econs pple might get transferred frm the current class now cause there may be enough pple to form a lit class.. the econs pple are seriously the genuine ones..(minus one..) pls don't let them go...anyway back again, it's like ok i know you're the whatever kind.. but i can accept you.. i'll make small talk but i can't bring myself to hang out with you.. it's like bad character corrupts good character...
anyway, i've seriouslt got to buck up on my chem and maths.. lagging super behind.. cannot procrastinate anymore.. arghh.. and drama dance yest.? it was fun but the dodo choreographer scolded me for nth..seriously for smthg that i wasn't even doing. and even this senior knew that i was correct la.. i was quite pissed at first.. he's words can make you cry.. but i was like clare, you are not going to cry over this kind of diot pple's remarks.. and i blocked it off.. and for this kind of pple, you just shut up and let him scold.. don't talk back or make eye contact with your friends.. let him scold and even agree with them.. crap.. but whatever.. it's over.. but i'm in this new dance, the music is like so so nice.. and the dance is quite cool.. come ask me abt it if you want to know more.. cause it's quite diff to explain it here.. but oh well..
yup sch is starting proper next wk.. reality is here...
wheels of the bus goes round and round
clarice [4:06 PM]
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